I promised the cliffy wouldn’t last long! We’re going to go back just a little bit from E’s point of view; right when they talk about B’s dreams and go from there.
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Chapter 5: What Is This Feeling?
EPOV
I was ecstatic when Bella decided to come over tonight instead of waiting until tomorrow. I didn’t think I would be able to last another 24 hours before seeing her again. Call me pathetic, but I couldn’t give two fucking shits about that. This girl has me completely twisted. From the second she walked in my door, it’s been a never-ending game of flirtation and sexual frustration. That dress, while simple and pretty, caressed her body like it was meant to be there. The way it hugs her large, sexy breasts to the way it curves around that luscious ass; it’s a tease in floaty fabric.
As we finish up dinner and clean up, I offer to top off her glass of wine as I do the same to mine. As we walk into the living room, I grab both her glass and mine and put them on the side table, sit down, and grab her around the waist to pull her across my lap. She has an amused smile on her face as I look into her beautiful bluish-green eyes, and I can’t help but kiss her softly. Her lips are so enticing, and the temptation was there. Once I remove my lips, I smirk at her and say, “Let’s talk about those dreams you’re havin’, Sugar.”
Her cheeks turn a lovely shade of pink as she burrows her face into my neck. “Do we have to?”, she mumbles.
I nod at her.
She groans, but then proceeds to say, “Ugh, they were those kinds of dreams Edward…if you know what I mean.” She’s adorable in her embarrassment, but lord, that statement is bringing out the horny bastard in me.
I make a noise sort of like hmmm before I rasp, “Uh huh…those kinds of dreams? The kinds where you and I end up somewhere together…me caressin’ and kissin’ your soft naked skin while you moan my name?” I swallow before I continue, “The kinds where you take your small hand and touch me in places that make me moan yours?” I lightly begin sucking on the skin behind her ear. She makes this sexy whimpering noise that is about doing me in as I move my ministrations lower.
“Mmm, baby. What are you doin’ to me? I..”, she moans again as I keep going. “Yes…yes, those types of dreams”, she gasps, “the kinds where you lick and kiss me everywhere…oh god…and I do things to you that lead us to doing…oh fuck…things together”, she says as her eyes roll backwards in pleasure.
I have to move her. Her lying across my lap isn’t going to work anymore. The noises she is making are causing my cock to throb and I need her to feel what she is doing to me. I maneuver her to straddle my lap and shift underneath her which causes another sexy noise to release from deep within her chest. I can’t help but push myself up into her which causes a sound of desperate need from her before she pushes back. I think I’ve died and gone to heaven at this moment. I go for her lips again and kiss her for all I’m worth; fucking her mouth with my tongue as we continue to grind shamelessly together. I’m panting…I’m so turned on. I notice that her dress is bunched up a bit, so I grab it and push it up to her hips, grasping her ass in the process. Oh lord, she’s wearing a thong, and I can’t help but stroke her naked skin as I continue to push up into her center.
She’s practically sobbing in ecstasy as she says, “Ohhh, Edward. Baby, you feel so good…*uhn*…fuck.”
The need to touch her is inexplicable, but it has to be up to her. “Bella”, I moan her name, “can I touch you? Please?”, I beg.
“Please…*uhn*…please Edward, touch me anywhere”, she whimpers.
I continue to rock into her and say, “Are you sure we’re not moving…*uhn*...*fuck baby*…fast? I don’t…*oh god*”, I groan, “want to rush you into anything”, I bite my lip and then whimper, “*fuck*…that you’re not ready for.” I want her to make the decision. I may want her more than anything, but I refuse to force myself on her if it’s something she isn’t prepared for. I want her to want me as much, and more than just a quick lay. I don’t see her as being someone like that, but it’s been a long time for me because I need to be connected to someone to allow it to go further. That connection is there for me, but is it for her?
I’m kissing and suckling on her neck again when in the smallest voice, she asks, “Edward, would you think less of me if I was ready?” I stop and pull my head away, giving her a sweet smile while she rushes to continue on, “I’m not usually like this, I promise. I’ve only slept with two guys, and I was protected with both and tested after the last one. It’s been over two years since I’ve been with anyone. I haven’t even dated or kissed anyone since the last guy. I’ve never felt like this with anyone, baby. I can’t…”
I put my fingers over her lips to stop her rambling, then kiss her gently. I think its time I’m honest with her. “Sweetheart, I would never think less of you. I haven’t been in a relationship since my senior year at MSU. I haven’t been without anyone since then either”, I am so embarrassed by this, but decide to continue anyways. “I’m a give it all or nothin’ kind of guy…I have to be in a relationship to be with someone.” I clear my throat…I’m putting it all out on the line here for this woman. “I hope I’m not wrong here, but I want it all with you Bella. Please tell me you want it all too”, I plead. I’m still looking into her eyes when I notice them filling with tears. Oh god, I came on too strong. I’m panicking as I ask her, “Bella, what’s goin’ on…did I say somethin’ wrong?” I gently wipe her tears away while I wait.
She sniffs and replies quickly, “No! Not at all. How are you so wonderful? How did I get so lucky to meet you?” I am absolutely flabbergasted by this. Her being lucky?
“Oh Bella, how did you get so lucky? I ask myself how I got so lucky every time I think of you. You are the most wonderful woman I’ve ever met”, I tell her as I kiss her cheek softly and brush the hair from her face to tuck it behind her ears. I can’t help but grab her in an embrace and caress her, trying to tell her with my body what my heart wants to say, but I’m afraid to scare her off. She has the most beautiful smile on her face, and I make a decision that I hope we won’t regret.
“Baby, can you scoot back for me?”, I ask her. She nods her head yes and I help her stand. I keep her hand grasped tightly in mine and guide her to my bedroom. There is no sense in turning on any lights since the lights from outside provide enough for us to see each other. I turn to her and silently ask permission to remove that tease of a dress. She nods again and then helps me lift it over her head. I groan; she’s standing there in a nude-colored bra and thong and she’s the most unbelievable thing I’ve ever seen. I reach behind her to release her long hair, and I can’t stop myself from telling her, “my god, Bella…you’re stunning” …because she is; absolutely stunning. I remove my button-down shirt and then hastily grab my t-shirt by the neck and remove that too, leaving me in just my jeans and boxers. I slowly reach towards her and say, “You’re so sexy and beautiful…I don’t know where to start with you”, then kiss her deeply. She lets out a gasp then whimpers as I move her to lay on the edge of my bed. She leans backwards on her elbows as I move to lean over her. I don’t want to remove myself from her lips, but I have to see her.
I slowly back away and look into her bewitching eyes. She’s begging me to do something; anything to help her take the edge off. I can see the wet spot on her panties, and she keeps rubbing her thighs together in need. “Baby, please”, she begs. “Please touch me. I don’t care where…just please”. I bite my thumb and groan.
“Oh sweetheart, you don’t have to beg…I’ll make it all better”, I promise her. I remove my jeans and lower myself to my knees in front of her while she moves forward to grab my face and kiss me again. I move my hands around her back and release the clasps of her bra. She pulls back slowly as I remove the offending garment, watching her glorious breasts free themselves. I groan. I can’t help it, but holy shit, they’re even more beautiful than I thought. Creamy ivory skin, large petal-colored areolae tipped with rose pink nipples. They’re huge; definitely more than a few handfuls and the 12-year-old boy in me wants to smother myself in them. I can’t hold back so I move forward and take one pink tip and my mouth and suck, making her nipple pucker. I use my other hand to grasp her other breast and massage it as well.
She throws her head backwards and gasps, then moans, “Ohhh, Edwards…please don’t stop.” I don’t want to stop, but I can smell the desire she has for me and it’s making my mouth water. I release her nipple and kiss my way over to her other to lightly bite and suckle at its twin. She grabs my head to hold me there as I twirl my tongue around, teasing and flicking while she squirms. I release it with a pop and move my mouth back to hers as I slowly remove her panties. I caress her thighs apart and feel the wetness coating them as I bring my hand closer to where she is dripping for me. “Baby…please!”, she pleads. I feel the heat calling me as I move the tip of my fingers to part her puffy lips and circle her hard clit, causing her to shudder. I switch to using my thumb and then take my middle and ring fingers to tease her opening causing her to writhe to bring me closer. I slowly begin pushing them in and out of her while maneuvering myself to open her thighs wider with my shoulders, grasping her left leg to throw it over me.
“Mmm, Sugar…you smell so sweet. I’m gonna see if you taste the same”, I tell her as I dive in with my mouth. I’m losing myself in her; her pussy does taste as sweet as she smells, and my cock is harder than ever. I continue licking and sucking on her clit, moving my tongue down towards my fingers. She’s so wet, I can hear the squelching sounds as she fucks herself on my fingers. I can sense how close she is to cumming, so I push her further apart and kiss her thighs while I pound my fingers in and out of her. I look up from between her legs and watch as she pinches her nipples hard and shakes her head back and forth in ecstasy while making the sexiest sounds known to man.
“Oh FUCK! Baby, don’t stop, please…pleeeeease don’t stop…*uhn*…I’m about to cum…*ohhhh*…Edwarddddddd”, she wails as she cums all over my fingers. I remove them and replace them with my tongue, licking up all that sweet nectar still dripping from her. Still shaking hard, she grasps my hand and sighs my name. When I look at her face, she looks dazed but blissfully happy. If we do nothing else tonight, I would be okay with that, because the look on her face is enough for me. My cock may kill me, but the look makes it worth it.
“Baby…*mmm*…good lord, I’m practically speechless here”, she giggles as she reaches for me. I move up to lay down at her side and slowly dip to kiss her slowly. She moans, tasting herself on my lips then pulls back, pushes some of my hair back and says, “You are so handsome, Edward”, as a few more tears escape her eyes. “I’m sorry, I’m just so happy”, she giggles again. I take my right hand and gently swipe them away as I kiss her once more.
As I look down at her, I tell her reverently, “Bella…I didn’t know beauty until I met you.” I’m serious though. I’ve met attractive women before; some cute, some sexy, but nobody has ever been the epitome of beautiful to me until I saw her that first time, laughing and smiling at a customer. At this statement, she bursts into tears. Has anybody ever expressed this to her? Has anyone ever told her just how heartbreakingly beautiful she is?
“Sweetheart, why are you crying?”
“Nobody but my father and sister have ever called me pretty before, but I don’t think anyone has ever told me I’m beautiful”, she sobs.
What kind of shitheads has she dated before? She’s so confident, her interaction with me beforehand withstanding, but otherwise she radiates it. I’ve witnessed it for months; she jokes with others, puts others in their places, lets things slide off her back, but this has baffled me.
“Sugar, how has anyone not recognized this?”
She lets out a sarcastic huff and says, “Oh, you mean the assholes that acted like they liked me to try to get to my sister? Or the waste of space who was my first who told me if I lost a few pounds, I’d be prettier? Or let’s see, maybe it was my ex who told me he couldn’t be with me since I refused to make myself more ‘his type’, meaning tall and thin? He told me my ass and tits were the only good part about me besides my hair”, she shrugs.
“Are you fucking kidding me?”, I shout. “As far as I’m concerned Bella, is that they all did me a huge favor then, because I am the luckiest fucking man alive to get to see the real you. They didn’t see the treasure before them and if I ever meet them, I’ll thank them for being so fucking ignorant.” I’m pissed at the audacity of them hurting her, kicking her self-esteem into the ground, but I feel like the luckiest man in the world because I get to be with her and share even a modicum of her time. I shake my head to rid myself of the anger, because they don’t deserve a place here in this room, in this bed with us. “Sweetheart, can I show you how beautiful you are? Can I make you feel like the goddess you are?” She shakes her head no. I’m disappointed, I’m not going to lie, but I did promise I would leave it up to her.
“No baby, I don’t want you to show me because I can see it in the way you look at me. Besides, fair is fair, and I want my taste now”, she adds with a smirk. I look at her in shock, but that shock quickly turns into desire as she pushes me to my back and starts kissing down my chest, circling her tongue around my nipples before giving one a quick nip. I let out a hiss as she moves lower, trailing down towards my belly button which she circles her tongue around as well. I can’t help but let out a moan. She looks back up at me with desire in her eyes when she nips at the ‘v’ of my hip bones before slowly lowering my underwear down. “Oh fuck”, she says when my cock slaps my stomach. “That is the sexiest sound ever, baby.” She takes another look, and her eyes widen; my cock is larger than average. Probably around 8 ½ inches long and 7 centimeters round…okay it is, I may have measured it before…but then she licks her lips and says, “Damn, your cock is huge, baby. I can’t wait to have it. Take them off all the way” she pleads talking about my underwear.
Once they’re off, she begins suckling the head with the perfect pressure while I notice she trails her hands down between her legs. “Ohhh, Bella…do you need me some more?”, I ask her.
“I’ll definitely need some more when I’m done with you, but this is for you…*uhn*”, she whimpers as she swipes her fingers through the wetness between her pussy lips then proceeds to use her wetness to coat my cock as she keeps sucking my tip. She moves her mouth down to take me in more and uses both her hands to jack me at the same time.
“Oh god, baby…you’re gonna make me cum so hard if you keep doing that”, I tell her as she keeps going. She hums as she looks up into my eyes then moves down even further, making herself gag. I grab her face and pull her up to my lips and kiss her, “don’t choke yourself, Sugar.” She grins evilly as she moves back down.
Right before she plunges her mouth down my cock, she says, “Maybe I want to”, adding a wink at the end. My god, this woman is so sensual. She pushes herself even further, this time opening her throat to let me in more. The tightness is my undoing. I try to lift her head again to be respectful because I’m about to cum gallons from this.
“Bella…move honey…*uhn*…I’m about to cum…*shit*…please”, I beg. She shakes her head no, grabs my hand and puts it back on her head and hums again. I can feel my balls draw up and shoot inside her hot, wet mouth. She is swallowing spurt after spurt of me. “*Uhhhhhhnnnnnnnnnn*…baby, fuck yeah”, I groan. I feel boneless…I’ve taken care of myself for a while, but there is nothing like not having to do it yourself. “Sugar, oh god thank you”, I say.
“Mmm, you taste delicious baby. Best dessert ever”, she giggles. She cuddles up to my side as I run my fingers through her long, dark hair. The little sounds she’s making are like little purrs of pleasure. I move my head to look at her and I can’t help but smile; she’s everything I’ve ever wanted in a woman. She sees my smile and brings her lips to kiss me softly. I can’t help but grasp her tightly and pull her underneath me. I push her hair back from her face and kiss her even harder.
“Sweetheart, can I…”, I clear my throat. I don’t want to scare her, but the words come out anyways, “can…can I make love to you?” She lets out a sound of need and nods her head while she tells me “yes” in her sweet voice. “Do I need a condom?”, I ask her. “You know I haven’t been with anyone in a long while and I’m clean, but I won’t assume anything with you either.”
“I’m protected and for some reason, I trust you. You know my history as well. Make love to me, Edward. Make me see stars.”
That makes me kiss the hell out of her again; tongues and lips wrestling and portraying exactly what I want to do to her sweet pussy. I grasp my renewed hardness and run my cock up and down her sweetness, using it to tap her clit while she writhes.
“Baby, please don’t tease me”, she growls.
“Sugar, I’m not teasin’, I’m a sure thing here”, I laugh. With that, I move my cock to her entrance and slowly push my way in. Oh god…she’s so hot, wet, and tight. I don’t know how long I’m going to last in this heaven. I don’t want to hurt her; I know I’m large and long and I want to make sure she can take me without harm. “You okay, sweetheart?”, I ask when I’m almost all the way in.
“Oooh yeah”, she groans. “You’re stretchin’ me so good. Keep goin’ baby. I want all of that cock in me.”
That statement almost makes me pass out. She was made for me, I swear. “Mmm, you gonna take all of my cock?”, I ask as I push in further. I finally have my hips flush with hers and say, “Oooh yeah, you’re gonna take it all.”
“Pleeeease Edward”, she moans, “Please…*uhn*…please fuck me.”
“Yes ma’am.”
I pull all the way out and slam myself back inside of her, “Fuck yeah…*uhn*…you feel so fuckin’ good. Uhnnnn…you’re so fuckin’ wet and look at you, all pretty and soft and takin’ all of me…*oh fuck yeah*.”
I grasp her right leg and put it in the cradle of my elbow to open her more. As I slide in and out, I feel my cock rub against that pretty clit of hers which is causing her to keep calling out to me to fuck her harder. Who am I to deny her? I pull out and flip her over onto her stomach, pull her ass towards me, and ram myself back inside.
“Oh FUCK…*uhn…uhn*…Edward…*jeebus fucking christ*…Don’t stop”, she is wailing as I keep fucking her hard. It’s nothing but heavy breaths, moans, her pussy squelching, and the sound of my balls slapping her ass in here.
“Oh, baby girl, I don’t…*fuck yeah*…plan on fucking stopping anytime soon”. I can feel her walls beginning to flutter as more of her sweet juices coat my cock and start running down her inner thighs. I sit myself back on my knees and pull her upwards and keep ramming up into her as she starts bouncing. I grab her face and pull her mouth to mine. I don’t ever want to stop kissing her and biting and nipping at her neck. I grab one of her huge breasts and start plucking at her nipple at the same time which causes more groans, whimpers, and moans to pour from her mouth.
“Ed…*uhn*…ward…I’m about to cum…*oh god…right there*…I’m gonna cum so hard…*uhn, uhn, UHN*…Oh god…baby…Edwaaaaaaaaaaaaard!”, she wails as she starts to orgasm. I can feel her soaking my thighs.
“I’m…*uhn*…NOT…*uhn*…done…*fuck*…with…*jesus*…YOU…*UHN*…YET!”, I growl at her with each thrust.
I place her back on her knees and lift her ass back into the air as I pull myself out which causes her to whine, “Nooooo, baby…not yet”.
“Oh sugar, you don’t have to whine, I’m not done”, I say as I pull her towards my mouth. I want to suck up all her sweet, creamy release before I continue fucking her. I shove my tongue inside of her as I rub her clit which causes more wails to pour from her mouth. “Mmm, you’re fucking delicious, baby girl”, I tell her; because she is, and I am ravenous for her.
“You haven’t cum yet, baby!”, she cries as I cause her to have another orgasm. I take a few more licks before I flip over onto my back and pull her on top of me. She maneuvers herself and lowers herself onto my cock. She begins grinding on me as I grab her full hips. I can feel her using me to rub her clit onto my cock. I help her grind herself down while I use my thighs to lift her up and down to bounce on top of me. Her breasts are bouncing for all they’re worth and I am fucking mesmerized.
“Oh, baby girl, your sexy breasts are going to kill me. I just want to smother myself while I suck on them”, I tell her which causes her to giggle. I stop moving her which causes her to whine. “Laughing isn’t something a guy wants to hear while fucking his girl”, I tell her while I raise my eyebrow in disbelief. She giggles again and says, “Baby, I’m not laughing at your…*uhn*…fucking abilities, but you can call my breasts something else. I know I said before that guys only looked at my tits doesn’t mean you can’t call them that.”
“Good to know”, I tell her as I continue moving her up and down. “Then let me…*uhn*…rephrase that. Your tits are gonna kill me, they’re so fucking amazing.”
“*Mmmm*…oh yeah?”, she questions as she moves towards me and put them in my face. I can’t stop myself from grabbing one and sucking its nipple hard which causes her to whimper and start to shake.
“Baby…*uhn*…I’m gonna cum. Do you want me to…*uhn…god*…pull out?”, I ask her. She shakes her head no, so I sit up and kiss her as I ram her down on to my cock three more times before she starts shaking harder causing her to tighten around me. “Fuck baby girl, I’m cumming, cum with me…*DAMN BABY*…cum with me NOW!”, I tell her as I feel my balls draw up into themselves and I release a huge load into her. She’s still shaking and howling as she keeps cumming on me and rocking herself to keep it going. She’s almost in tears from how hard she’s trembling. I pull her down and push her head under my neck as we calm down. I’m still inside of her, feeling my cum drip out of her onto my balls but she is relaxing as I run my hands up and down her back.
“Mmm, baby. That was amazing”, she breathes. “You keep giving me orgasms like that, I may never leave”, she tells me.
“Baby girl, you keep giving me orgasms like that, then I may never let you.” She sighs and snuggles in closer, kissing my chest. I can feel her breathing slow and it’s pulling me into some sort of a trance. Before I close my eyes, I tell her quietly, “Bella, I think I may be in love with you”, which causes her to moan softly. She cuddles even deeper as we both fall into the sweet oblivion of slumber.
So…that was a bit intense. I think they got that UST out of them for sure. I know it seems fast to some people, but I think their timing was fine. Personally, I knew my DH for about 3 months before I started dating and it wasn’t soon after that we took it to the next level. We’ve been married almost 22 years now. When you know, you know.
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